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Looks like the worst kept Hollywood secret is officially out.

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Kristen Stewart covers the June issue of Elle, where aside from smoking and swearing up a storm (we get it, you're edgy), the notoriously private star came as close as she'll probably ever get to admitting that her Twilight co-star Robert Pattinson is the real-life Edward to her Bella.

Browsing through a bookstore, she pulls down a copy of Bel Ami, exclaiming, "Oh my God, my f***ing boyfriend just did this movie" -- clearly referring to Pattinson, who's starring in the 2012 movie adaptation.

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But the candid comment doesn't mean she's suddenly changed her policy on sharing details of their relationship. Though she freely talks about the rings she wears that have become one of her style trademarks, when asked about the gold one circling her index finger (rumored to be a gift from "her f***ing boyfriend") she quickly clamps up.

"Everyone wants to know," Stewart says, shaking her head. "Everyone knows already – it's ridiculous."

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As for the rest of the lengthy interview, she predictably hates on Twilight (on the brown contacts she wears to play Bella: "You can't feel your eyeballs. They ruined me."), but also surprisingly acknowledges how fortunate and charmed her life has been thus far.

"Maybe because my life is so perfect, when I see the other side of life, it just seems like, almost like I want…" Stewart says, struggling for words. "You can learn so much from bad things. I feel boring. I feel like, Why is everything so easy for me? I can't wait for something crazy to f***ing happen to me. Just life. I want someone to f**k me over! Do you know what I mean?"

Movie star problems.